How Will I? By R. Cary

How Will I?

By R. Cary

How will I wonder to entice endearment rapturing intimacy, in my courage

What will enliven, entwine undo engrossment, rise to depths of estrangement

Wondering in purity to write with my heart alive and beaten, growing to love

Encounters wounded from my heart I will thrive to make my heart alive, I will

Urge constraint while unwinded, undivided and uninhibited as is the will in my

Life; my heart only admires in technical detour by whims sanctuary residing into

Formatted neglect, mounting implores of gentle loneliness bound to my antiquity

Lying in sophic nervousness in my destined entropy intimacy is now containing my

Courage awoke, alive in my death I will seek life in my duality spoken on this day,

My beginning as I rapture the closeness of my life between, what will give, what will

Provide endearment to abandon my hearted secrecy forlorn through my birth I will

Encounter of devoting prevail so goodness must rise atoning in sanctity addressing,

Occurring, leaving purpose of indignity broken into maliciousness exposing beckoning

Forgiveness devoured into conceptual lilies floating in insignificance upon, foregoing my

Life inquiring into deficiency, forward my significance is to prevail; how am I in theory

My art to be supplied, what my bleeding heart, unbeaten, descending upon willing

Intentful uselessness as forgiveness, as intentful dissection, sharpness held within

Opposition I suppose as the inquirer of recklessness I enrage myself warring against

Transgressions, what is it that that will allow my prevail, my breeze signifies resonating

What will remedy the situation so today I ask wherever my heart concedes I will bleed;

Purpose recognized up high I reside in what is it that my heart needs, what toll will

Exceed my pronunciation devised into truth, the fight between is where my heart

Will live seeking only my life of prevail, today my heart reaches into destiny pursuing

Obligations occurred, recognizing, waiting in denial, destination arousing in my life

Between living in a heart never to concede rising to ascension, upwards arising from

Within my neglect, against my transgressions my wounded heart has grown in constraint;

Seeking to know my human prevail, decisiveness in accepting my conceptual estrangement

Endearing enticement of my courage only to prevail spoken on this day, my ending always

A beginning, always in purpose to prevail rapturing, beckoning, conceding only to accept

In secrecy my life in my duality wounding my heart is where my courage is awoken, with

Today as my last, how will, how can I prevail if I am left with today, my last day to ask

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How Will I?

By R. Cary